...With lots of LOVE...

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

If everything can be guaranteed

I just feel like posting this post today.. In this world, we always hear the word "gurantee" but is there really such a good deal in the world? The durian seller say "gurantee good" but when open up if there is worm also throw away and open another one.

If she stayed with him thick and thin, will it be guranteed that he will stay with her through thick and thin too. I do agree some things we do is foolish but in heart matters, it seem that it is very hard to be not foolish. Well...

If we don't be foolish now then wait till when to be foolish? In other people's eyes they will always say that if it were to happen to them, they will not be foolish but will they be guarantee not? Well.. till that happen, it won't be so easy..

I was once foolish so i can understand sometimes why we choose to be foolish, its never easy to be foolish too if you know what i am saying...

Saturday, November 24, 2007

.....We need fairy tales once in a while.....

Just came back from this movie today! It was very funny and most important i felt as though i went back to the days when Hannah is only in primary school!

Once in a while we need to relax sit back and let others tell us of the long lost fairy tales; it is so refreshing! I am enjoying every bit! I think i am still a lady after all. I will smile when it is sweet and tear when it is touching or pain..

I can't believe it! Yesterday i was phew but today i am all back to sulky.. Well.. I have to continue with another endless schedule again! So shitty! i have a new hire class in my already squeeze december. Hey i am really tired liao.. For once, can't they just let me off? When is this going to end! You don't believe it? ok let me share.

From this week onwards till 2nd or 3rd week of december, all my weekends are BURNT! I have to go back to work! 3 weeks of continous working...

What upset most is my already planned holidays... upset.. upset... What to do... I just hope i have a better month next month!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

**Finally-At Last**

At last, all the projects are launch. For no apparent reason, my tiredness was so overwhelming! I took a half day off and slept till 12pm! Gosh, what got into me? Nevertheless i am soooo happy that its is finally launch

I have many to do lists! Number one is to make sure that my registrations for my degree module get pass; i have yet to hear from them and if this continue, i am going to call US on Monday! Second on the list, call the driving instructor! Hannah is so plain lazy lo... Its already been 3 weeks since i pass my advance theory and i have yet to call him! *sppechless*

Anyway so happy with myself! Finally get going for my driving, finally get started with my left only 5 modules for my degree and finally all the projects launch for the year! Yeah man! I am so geared up for yr08...

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Seeing the rainbow after letting go

I read my past entries one by one for the past one and a half year; many good times and bad times too. I reach for the delete sign once i read- pain hit me, tears flow from my eyes. Like the small little girl in the picture, i cry as i let go. I have to let go because i didn't, i became a different person- a person that i myself am so afraid of. I LET GO from here..

The theme of my blog is a rainbow. After the rain there will be rainbow (雨过天晴)...No doubts, the past few months have been so stormy but i know i am seeing my trace or rainbow! I am confident that my next chapter of life will be as colourful and full of zest like the rainbow

Deciding to let go seem like unloading the big bag of weight off, i felt lighter and seem as though that the air is much fresher now..