-All the digustings things-

Many times we intentionally chose to hide things from others; usually the ugliest side of us. However, we seem to forget that others also have eyes to see and ears to hear. I still believe that paper is not able to cover fire, sooner or later; the paper will be burn too. You can deceive others but you know that you cannot deceive yourself. If you still say nothing is going on then I also have nothing to say. I am waiting... Really waiting… waiting for you to tell me, the hard to say truth; the truth that you have indeed betrayed my trust and beliefs in you.

Human are just like that; they hope to know the truth but they are scared to face it. I think I am such a person.

Something I thought over and over again today; and I feel so pissed! To this friend of mine also, whenever you talk to me, do not have to be so far away from me. Just because I rise my hand does not mean that I want to touch you. Caught you both time, and I was just gesturing my hand to point something at you or myself and yet you give that kind of shocked and back away gesture. You are not anybody of mine and I do not definitely have AIDS so do not have to react that way. In case you do not know, it is a very disgusting gesture of yours! Seriously enough is enough. If you still continue this kind of disgusting act, I can carry out my disgusting act too- DUN FORCE ME to this; for you will regret BIG time!

Today is such a cloudy and moody day.. Hope tomorrow will be better.. The sight of her makes my blood boil yet I have to be all smiley to her.. Feel like puking…

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