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![]() Hannah is my name and it simply means ......FULL OF GRACE...... Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity. ... Once upon a time...
November 2007
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Friday, April 11, 2008
Should i or shuold i not?
As you know, i am able to attend graduation ceremony this May in US but i seriously do not know if i should or should not attend. Money is the main factor i consider for this trip.
For now i am not financial stable to spend $5000 in 3 weeks. I still have to pay loan, insurance and all the bills. If i spend this money, i should have pay my loan under my friend's name first. It is very uneasy to own others money but yet i pack myself to US. And i promised him that i pay as soon as possible; on my side i want to pay him as soon as possible too. He always feel i might just refuse to pay him one day as i threatened last time. Am i really such a person? Those who really know me know that i won't take advantage of others. We were more than friends once and yet he seem to be the person who do not know me the most. I yearn to go for the ceremony wearing the graduation outfit but i am giving this up for all my loan. Well, why should i had took the loan in the first place under other people name? At least i can consider myself lucky to have graduate with the loan money. Now its time to pay my loan. I send several resumes these few weeks but only one got back to me. Though still have to wait for news to go for 2nd interview if i am selected, i quite like the job. Firstly, the pay is at least $1000 more than my current pay and the job allows me to venture into something my current company cannot allow. On the other hand, i feel so indebted to my current company. Hannah is so "FAN" now! Any comments? |