Hannah is my name and it simply means
......FULL OF GRACE......
Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity.
... Once upon a time...
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
June 2009
February 2010
March 2010
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January 2011
December 2007
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November 2008
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February 2010
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January 2011
.....CREDITS/CHEERS TO.....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
爱是什么
爱，是什么？爱应该是两性之间一种默契。一种双方都愿意为此付出自
己的全部的承诺。这是实质。它可以容纳对方的一切缺点与不足，丑陋与卑
微。
爱并不能用法律来确认，它只能让心灵来碰撞而迸发火花。容纳对方， 并不是放弃帮助对方提高素质，以适应社会。爱一个人，并非只考虑对方的 素质、品德、才能、智慧以及英俊、美丽等等，而是决心与之共患难的信念。
爱不言生死，因为生死离爱太遥远。与其生死不渝，不如真诚拥有每分 每秒。爱没有隔阂，爱没有羞怯。爱不承认自己低下、无能和幼稚。爱的天 地里只有真诚。
爱一个人很苦、很累，因为默契并不是与生同来，它需要经历并不会太 短的时间。有的人，也许要为之付出一辈子，这是悲剧，一个惨烈的悲剧。
爱的感觉里没有感激，只有吸引，强烈的吸引。爱不是偿还债务，而是 累积更多更多的感情债务。它不能偿还结清，永远不能。爱不能犹豫迟疑， 患得患失。爱只能设身处地，欢悦对方。爱不是性欲，而是情感。
如果双方认为爱是一件伟大的作品，那这种爱才能算得上真正完美。完 美的爱会令人激动一辈子，它永远使人不后悔。它永远激励着人奋发向上、 积极生活。
爱不要求双方条件相当，但爱很需要双方付出相同的努力。爱需要真诚 呼唤，爱需要真诚拥有。爱的真诚需要坦诚相对，相互鼓励。爱能给人以生 活的勇气，而不管发生什么艰难困苦。爱能医治心灵创伤，它是唯一的。
人，往往注重形式，而忽略了内容。这不是太痛心吗？追寻爱的轨迹有 何过错？只有得不到爱的人，才会喋喋不休诉说着爱的罪恶。爱的是非，存 在于双方的心里，这标准永远难以为世人所共同承认。
这也何必承认呢？只有懂得爱的人，才会赞美爱、追寻爱，并为之付出 自己真诚的爱！
我不能给爱下定义，因为爱没有定义。它不能被定义，如同生，死，上帝，静心一样，它是这些不能被定义家族当中的一员--我不能定义它。
爱并不能用法律来确认，它只能让心灵来碰撞而迸发火花。容纳对方， 并不是放弃帮助对方提高素质，以适应社会。爱一个人，并非只考虑对方的 素质、品德、才能、智慧以及英俊、美丽等等，而是决心与之共患难的信念。
爱不言生死，因为生死离爱太遥远。与其生死不渝，不如真诚拥有每分 每秒。爱没有隔阂，爱没有羞怯。爱不承认自己低下、无能和幼稚。爱的天 地里只有真诚。
爱一个人很苦、很累，因为默契并不是与生同来，它需要经历并不会太 短的时间。有的人，也许要为之付出一辈子，这是悲剧，一个惨烈的悲剧。
爱的感觉里没有感激，只有吸引，强烈的吸引。爱不是偿还债务，而是 累积更多更多的感情债务。它不能偿还结清，永远不能。爱不能犹豫迟疑， 患得患失。爱只能设身处地，欢悦对方。爱不是性欲，而是情感。
如果双方认为爱是一件伟大的作品，那这种爱才能算得上真正完美。完 美的爱会令人激动一辈子，它永远使人不后悔。它永远激励着人奋发向上、 积极生活。
爱不要求双方条件相当，但爱很需要双方付出相同的努力。爱需要真诚 呼唤，爱需要真诚拥有。爱的真诚需要坦诚相对，相互鼓励。爱能给人以生 活的勇气，而不管发生什么艰难困苦。爱能医治心灵创伤，它是唯一的。
人，往往注重形式，而忽略了内容。这不是太痛心吗？追寻爱的轨迹有 何过错？只有得不到爱的人，才会喋喋不休诉说着爱的罪恶。爱的是非，存 在于双方的心里，这标准永远难以为世人所共同承认。
这也何必承认呢？只有懂得爱的人，才会赞美爱、追寻爱，并为之付出 自己真诚的爱！
我不能给爱下定义，因为爱没有定义。它不能被定义，如同生，死，上帝，静心一样，它是这些不能被定义家族当中的一员--我不能定义它。
Sunday, May 25, 2008
****New Updates****
Wow.. It took me ages to post something and what you are going to see below is really really a very long post.. I wanted to post some other matter but it took me close ot three hours to just post what you are going to see below..
Another one more week and i will be out of the office and needless to say- out of job too.. I wanted to show you what rubbish i have accumulated over the 2.5 years in office life but i think it will be better to post another day. For now i am superz tired from the long post.
Counting down to leave the office.. 5 more days..
Counting down for my Taiwan and HK trip... 6 more days
This means that there will be more photos and i need to post my accumulated rubbish post very quickly again.. Overwhelmed by many many things..
Another one more week and i will be out of the office and needless to say- out of job too.. I wanted to show you what rubbish i have accumulated over the 2.5 years in office life but i think it will be better to post another day. For now i am superz tired from the long post.
Counting down to leave the office.. 5 more days..
Counting down for my Taiwan and HK trip... 6 more days
This means that there will be more photos and i need to post my accumulated rubbish post very quickly again.. Overwhelmed by many many things..
Saturday, May 24, 2008
...Presents...
Alright before all the showing all the celebrations, let you see all my presents first.
After this birthday, i have 2 set of spa set at home and well as you know i am Hannah.. It will take me ages to finish even one bottle.. whats more this is TWO SET. In addition, i am allergy to some products so i really have no ideal how and when i am going to use them
Well my colleague bought me accessories.. Both are very expensive by looking at the brand but erm... hmm.. need to find occasion to carry them.. Just give me this very lazy Hannah more opportunity to doll up!!
it seem that everyone think that i have expensive tatse now.. One bought a premier CHOYA and the other bought Chateau Du Pape- Yes, you didn't see it wrongly.. is Extra Years CHOYA and CHATEAU DU PAPE
After this birthday, i have 2 set of spa set at home and well as you know i am Hannah.. It will take me ages to finish even one bottle.. whats more this is TWO SET. In addition, i am allergy to some products so i really have no ideal how and when i am going to use them
Well my colleague bought me accessories.. Both are very expensive by looking at the brand but erm... hmm.. need to find occasion to carry them.. Just give me this very lazy Hannah more opportunity to doll up!!
it seem that everyone think that i have expensive tatse now.. One bought a premier CHOYA and the other bought Chateau Du Pape- Yes, you didn't see it wrongly.. is Extra Years CHOYA and CHATEAU DU PAPE
Happy Birthday to Hannah + Event Number 1
This year, i did have a few celebrations. Number 1: Chalet with my current and ex-colleagues. Number 2: Visiting an unexpected person for drinking and KTV till 5am. Number 3: Dinner with my parents. Number 4: Lunch with my already lost the closenest colleague.
Lets look at number 1 picture:
The person that i am most grateful to- Ronald is the IT guy in the Arvato,we know each other by "fighting." The first time i see him is due to multiple IT request and i often shout and rage at him when he is not able to fulfill my request; we became very close after that, often going for "breather" together. I am grateful to him for specially took leave to help me with chalet and to my home to try and fix my never work router. Well while waitng we went arcade to play the machine that catches sweet (hard to believe, 2 grown-ups playing kids game) and we played pool. He is very nice to have teach me and delibrately put water for me to play. Hahaha.. Thanks guy, i really have fun with you.
My ex-Training manager and ex-call center manager/director.. Don't ask me why all ex because i am going to be ex very soon too!
BBQ-ing.... Where's the food my cooks? Oh my god the chicken is only medium done!!
"Happy Birthday to Hannah" Everyone lets sing loud and clear!!!
Come on "CHEERS" to HANNAH!!! Make sure that she is down tonight- Shelly
Hey look at my cup of Martell XO- No mixer ok.. This Thomas so eveil to make me drink many cups of that!!
Do not know since when i became very close to each member of IT department. Haha.. This guy is extremely evil as well; he make me spill the bean and broke down in sob when i was half "drunk." I know he meant me well and hope that i walk out of my whatever very soon.. Way to go Hannah!
Not forgetting Shelly and Satoko!
Thats about it for event number 1....
Lets look at number 1 picture:
The person that i am most grateful to- Ronald is the IT guy in the Arvato,we know each other by "fighting." The first time i see him is due to multiple IT request and i often shout and rage at him when he is not able to fulfill my request; we became very close after that, often going for "breather" together. I am grateful to him for specially took leave to help me with chalet and to my home to try and fix my never work router. Well while waitng we went arcade to play the machine that catches sweet (hard to believe, 2 grown-ups playing kids game) and we played pool. He is very nice to have teach me and delibrately put water for me to play. Hahaha.. Thanks guy, i really have fun with you.
My ex-Training manager and ex-call center manager/director.. Don't ask me why all ex because i am going to be ex very soon too!
BBQ-ing.... Where's the food my cooks? Oh my god the chicken is only medium done!!
"Happy Birthday to Hannah" Everyone lets sing loud and clear!!!
Come on "CHEERS" to HANNAH!!! Make sure that she is down tonight- Shelly
Hey look at my cup of Martell XO- No mixer ok.. This Thomas so eveil to make me drink many cups of that!!
Do not know since when i became very close to each member of IT department. Haha.. This guy is extremely evil as well; he make me spill the bean and broke down in sob when i was half "drunk." I know he meant me well and hope that i walk out of my whatever very soon.. Way to go Hannah!
Not forgetting Shelly and Satoko!
Thats about it for event number 1....
Event Number 2
Ani and Alan are very kind to ask me out for dinner cum KTV at night. We have dinner in a "chi-char" near my house. We had crabs, yam basket, deer meat and kang kong for dinner. As KTV time is still very early, we decided to visit one of my "close friend," literally close ok. We went to the pub he is working and "visit" him. Somehow i feel very awkard when he tried to "sayang" my head, i push it away by stretching out my hand and ask him to wish me happy birthday. Hahaha.. It was refreshing and nice that i can forgive and forget. He mgs me later to wish me Happy belated birthday.. Interesting.. Too bad, didn't manage to take photo with him; i totally forget about it.. Anyway we went KTV later on..
We took this picture on our own and personally i think it was nicely done. I love this picture and also love the people in the photo. No matter how busy we are, we never forget one another.
"Make a Wish.... Making a Wish.... Made a wish..."
We took this picture on our own and personally i think it was nicely done. I love this picture and also love the people in the photo. No matter how busy we are, we never forget one another.
"Make a Wish.... Making a Wish.... Made a wish..."
Event Number 3
I had dinner with my family in a chinese restaurant; i thought it was good and took this opportunity to bring my parents as well but it seem they do not really enjoy it that much. It was not of their favor but come to think of it, i had bring them to many places sp far and yet none of them have ever been in favor of their taste. I think they still prefer the "zhi-cha" at kopitiam. Haha..
Look at my nephew, he is so so cute; my sister and i love him alot man..
Look at my nephew, he is so so cute; my sister and i love him alot man..
Event Number 4
As you already have know that i was boy-cotted in the office but yet out of formality i still gather them for my birthday lunch. The saddest birthday event among all because i leave the compnay being boy-cotted and unable to repair the relationship between them. Nevertheless, i will still be doing the post. I invited the group of IT department too to avoid awkardness but for some reason they are not in the pictures.
We had lunch in a chinese restaurant
I invited all the ops team lead and my co-trainer to lunch except for Isaac who is in the mid-night team; Esther aren't in the picture because she was very late. Taking this opportunity to thank everyone of them for the past support and opportunities they had given me. What they taught me i will not forget, what values they imparted to me i will carry them forever. It is not that i do not enjoy my stay there ut rather i was afraid of many things and i have too many things to consider as well. I done my best to do this but it seem that somethings are inevitable. I lost many friendships and relationships ultimately but i did gain some too. Thank you everyone; i will miss you.
We had lunch in a chinese restaurant
I invited all the ops team lead and my co-trainer to lunch except for Isaac who is in the mid-night team; Esther aren't in the picture because she was very late. Taking this opportunity to thank everyone of them for the past support and opportunities they had given me. What they taught me i will not forget, what values they imparted to me i will carry them forever. It is not that i do not enjoy my stay there ut rather i was afraid of many things and i have too many things to consider as well. I done my best to do this but it seem that somethings are inevitable. I lost many friendships and relationships ultimately but i did gain some too. Thank you everyone; i will miss you.
Friday, May 02, 2008
...Finally... A final escape...
I finally hand in my resignation on the mid of April. They requested me to extend till end of May which i did and now they request me to extend again. Seriously, i wanted to but looking at the kind of "treatment" and response they have given me, i think its best for me to leave as well. Even my now closest collegue ask me not to extend; i always feel good talking to him!
My treatment was not getting any talks from any of the management beside work related, not being updated of news even though i should be and still giving training now. Under this circumstances, should i still carry on? Well.. I believe they should already have some back up plan i guess.
I wish the person who is going to take over me all the best of luck. It is really not easy based on their requirements. No many can do last min job and at the same time do it so well and with great responsibility. I give myself BIG clap for that. Alot of people always ask me, aiya why need to ask so much? Just do as accordingly and if anything happen we just find a solution la.. But i just cannot and i really pray the next person can be like this so that he or she won't be burn out just like what i felt.
As time gets nearer, i am very relief that the day is coming soon. I have many extreme ups and downs in this company. I am glad all is going to end very soon. I am glad i finally can escape from this place which is considered by hurt place too. I am glad it is going to be game over very soon.
I did the last help for a friend but i dodn't get much response from him when i needed his help. He merely agree but no action or follow up to be seen as wanting to help me. My request is so small and yet his words is louder than his actions.. A little disappointed though.
I know i have been very good at my role already, but soemtime things just don't happen. Again and again i was taken advantage or taken for granted. I have been the nicest person already and i should have no regrets. I keep telling myself i cannot let the already past haunt me down; i should start afresh, i should be able to accept again, i should look forward.. Whats more i am already half way out the game.
I am glad.... Very very glad....
My treatment was not getting any talks from any of the management beside work related, not being updated of news even though i should be and still giving training now. Under this circumstances, should i still carry on? Well.. I believe they should already have some back up plan i guess.
I wish the person who is going to take over me all the best of luck. It is really not easy based on their requirements. No many can do last min job and at the same time do it so well and with great responsibility. I give myself BIG clap for that. Alot of people always ask me, aiya why need to ask so much? Just do as accordingly and if anything happen we just find a solution la.. But i just cannot and i really pray the next person can be like this so that he or she won't be burn out just like what i felt.
As time gets nearer, i am very relief that the day is coming soon. I have many extreme ups and downs in this company. I am glad all is going to end very soon. I am glad i finally can escape from this place which is considered by hurt place too. I am glad it is going to be game over very soon.
I did the last help for a friend but i dodn't get much response from him when i needed his help. He merely agree but no action or follow up to be seen as wanting to help me. My request is so small and yet his words is louder than his actions.. A little disappointed though.
I know i have been very good at my role already, but soemtime things just don't happen. Again and again i was taken advantage or taken for granted. I have been the nicest person already and i should have no regrets. I keep telling myself i cannot let the already past haunt me down; i should start afresh, i should be able to accept again, i should look forward.. Whats more i am already half way out the game.
I am glad.... Very very glad....