Hannah is my name and it simply means
......FULL OF GRACE......
Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity.
... Once upon a time...
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
June 2009
February 2010
March 2010
August 2010
January 2011
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
June 2009
February 2010
March 2010
August 2010
January 2011
.....CREDITS/CHEERS TO.....
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
...A year of lost "friends"...
They were once so close to me and perhaps even being a part of me; without them, it also wouldn't be the current me now but this year everything seems so far.. When we graduate and step into our own world, does it means that it is the end of the friendship or is it as we always claim that even though we hardly meet but our heart are still with one another?
This claim seems so real but yet unreal as well? Does this claim act as a consolation to make us feel better for spending less time and effort to retain the friendship? This claim is a thin line in my heart..
The one who used to go to school with me everyday, relocate to Thailand to be with her boyfriend recently.. Got the news only when she was leaving; didn't manage to say goodbye to her.. Isn't it an irony? we were once so close and yet didn't even know that she is relocating.. 6 years ago, we take the same bus to school and back home as well.. Every morning, she will text me to let me know that the bus is arrivng my stop and to run to the bus stop to board the bus.. Journey there always end up with us sleeping in the bus or doing our last min of studying during exam period! But she always end up sleeping also.. hahaha.. On our way back, we always joke, chat on what happen in class and other issues.. This is also the time of our some little conversation on our different views.. Once, it was raining and PIE jam all the way.. 7 plus, we were still on the road.. Hungry, cold and wanting to pee, we decided to alight and have our dinner in Toa Payoh! end up with a good meal in Swensen.. Those were the fun days..
The one who inspire me to work harder for good grades is relocating to Hong Kong very soon.. Also only get to know today; was thinking if i do not happen to text him, will i only know when he is already in Hong Kong? Haha.. Someone who once sit next to me for a year plus, who study with me in the void deck during exam period, who do projects with me for most of the projects, who sit with me at the playground and chat till wee hours, who makes me so touched and grateful during my colleage years is leaving and yet i only know now.. As in not after he make decision but only when he is going away soon..
The one who i am with the same shift almost everytime during my attachment is no longer in frequent contact with me.. He is the one who encourage me so much during my hotel attachment, the one who we will deliberately make arrangement to smoke in smoking area (even we didn't arrange, we still meet), the one who everyone thought was my partner,the one that will make me take several MCs with and chat in East Coast till wee the one who console and accompany me during my lost love... The last time we met, we both feel awkard and distant with each other..
These were once so close people to me and yet even we do meet, we ask polite question like how have you been and so on... but we never really know what really happen in our individual life.. unlike before, we know each other inside out..
Is this the life that will bound to happen now that we reach adulthood? I miss them, really concern and sincere but someimes this is how life works and we do not have control over them... We each have our own life and work to move on.. Initially, we will still try our best to meet for catch up but as times goes by when we are all so busy for work, relationship and etc, we start to appear less for gathering and less concerns for the "friends" we once have.. In the end..... this is what happen.....
This claim seems so real but yet unreal as well? Does this claim act as a consolation to make us feel better for spending less time and effort to retain the friendship? This claim is a thin line in my heart..
The one who used to go to school with me everyday, relocate to Thailand to be with her boyfriend recently.. Got the news only when she was leaving; didn't manage to say goodbye to her.. Isn't it an irony? we were once so close and yet didn't even know that she is relocating.. 6 years ago, we take the same bus to school and back home as well.. Every morning, she will text me to let me know that the bus is arrivng my stop and to run to the bus stop to board the bus.. Journey there always end up with us sleeping in the bus or doing our last min of studying during exam period! But she always end up sleeping also.. hahaha.. On our way back, we always joke, chat on what happen in class and other issues.. This is also the time of our some little conversation on our different views.. Once, it was raining and PIE jam all the way.. 7 plus, we were still on the road.. Hungry, cold and wanting to pee, we decided to alight and have our dinner in Toa Payoh! end up with a good meal in Swensen.. Those were the fun days..
The one who inspire me to work harder for good grades is relocating to Hong Kong very soon.. Also only get to know today; was thinking if i do not happen to text him, will i only know when he is already in Hong Kong? Haha.. Someone who once sit next to me for a year plus, who study with me in the void deck during exam period, who do projects with me for most of the projects, who sit with me at the playground and chat till wee hours, who makes me so touched and grateful during my colleage years is leaving and yet i only know now.. As in not after he make decision but only when he is going away soon..
The one who i am with the same shift almost everytime during my attachment is no longer in frequent contact with me.. He is the one who encourage me so much during my hotel attachment, the one who we will deliberately make arrangement to smoke in smoking area (even we didn't arrange, we still meet), the one who everyone thought was my partner,the one that will make me take several MCs with and chat in East Coast till wee the one who console and accompany me during my lost love... The last time we met, we both feel awkard and distant with each other..
These were once so close people to me and yet even we do meet, we ask polite question like how have you been and so on... but we never really know what really happen in our individual life.. unlike before, we know each other inside out..
Is this the life that will bound to happen now that we reach adulthood? I miss them, really concern and sincere but someimes this is how life works and we do not have control over them... We each have our own life and work to move on.. Initially, we will still try our best to meet for catch up but as times goes by when we are all so busy for work, relationship and etc, we start to appear less for gathering and less concerns for the "friends" we once have.. In the end..... this is what happen.....