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![]() Hannah is my name and it simply means ......FULL OF GRACE...... Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity. ... Once upon a time...
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Tuesday, January 04, 2011
2011 my greatest year yet!
I learned of a news yesterday... He is married... Happily married i guess.. I start to question how come the one who doesn't appreciate love can be so happily married? Have I move on? This question has been in my head for the past 48 hours.
My answer? Yes and No. Yes- of course i don't have any more feeling for him; in fact when i see it, i gave him my blessing. No- wounds are still as fresh as 3 years ago. Times flies isn't it? It has already been a good whopping 3 years. I guess i must have chosse to keep looking at the scar caused by the wounds. Shall really get out of that topic... This year, I have some new resolutions.. First one, is to get my back to recover at least 50%. Now i am at about 30%. In year 2010, my health took a bad turn after accident. I thank God i am able to walk right now. Thinking back on the months that left me lying in bed for months is a little scary. Number 2, i really need to stable my finances. My huge medical bills are pressing on me, plus daily spending, work related expenes and etc... I am on a high red now.. Really need to work on that. Last but not least, i am going to Bible school next year.. Yes to be more spritual, peace, joy and laughter- something that went so far away from me as years goes by. Bringing that to my closure, i can't remember the times when i really smile because there is joy in me. Most of the time is because i need to. For some reason i drop more tears these few years. In short, learning contentment is my greatest resolution in 2011! Hopefully it can bring closure to my espisode! |