Hannah is my name and it simply means
......FULL OF GRACE......
Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity.
... Once upon a time...
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.....CREDITS/CHEERS TO.....
Friday, April 11, 2008
Should i or shuold i not?
As you know, i am able to attend graduation ceremony this May in US but i seriously do not know if i should or should not attend. Money is the main factor i consider for this trip.
For now i am not financial stable to spend $5000 in 3 weeks. I still have to pay loan, insurance and all the bills. If i spend this money, i should have pay my loan under my friend's name first. It is very uneasy to own others money but yet i pack myself to US. And i promised him that i pay as soon as possible; on my side i want to pay him as soon as possible too. He always feel i might just refuse to pay him one day as i threatened last time. Am i really such a person? Those who really know me know that i won't take advantage of others. We were more than friends once and yet he seem to be the person who do not know me the most.
I yearn to go for the ceremony wearing the graduation outfit but i am giving this up for all my loan. Well, why should i had took the loan in the first place under other people name? At least i can consider myself lucky to have graduate with the loan money. Now its time to pay my loan.
I send several resumes these few weeks but only one got back to me. Though still have to wait for news to go for 2nd interview if i am selected, i quite like the job. Firstly, the pay is at least $1000 more than my current pay and the job allows me to venture into something my current company cannot allow. On the other hand, i feel so indebted to my current company. Hannah is so "FAN" now!
Any comments?
For now i am not financial stable to spend $5000 in 3 weeks. I still have to pay loan, insurance and all the bills. If i spend this money, i should have pay my loan under my friend's name first. It is very uneasy to own others money but yet i pack myself to US. And i promised him that i pay as soon as possible; on my side i want to pay him as soon as possible too. He always feel i might just refuse to pay him one day as i threatened last time. Am i really such a person? Those who really know me know that i won't take advantage of others. We were more than friends once and yet he seem to be the person who do not know me the most.
I yearn to go for the ceremony wearing the graduation outfit but i am giving this up for all my loan. Well, why should i had took the loan in the first place under other people name? At least i can consider myself lucky to have graduate with the loan money. Now its time to pay my loan.
I send several resumes these few weeks but only one got back to me. Though still have to wait for news to go for 2nd interview if i am selected, i quite like the job. Firstly, the pay is at least $1000 more than my current pay and the job allows me to venture into something my current company cannot allow. On the other hand, i feel so indebted to my current company. Hannah is so "FAN" now!
Any comments?
Monday, April 07, 2008
A bitter end to the relationship; very bitter indeed
Through 933FM, I heard that national table tennis player Li Jiawei and National badminton player Ronald Susilo not only had their relationship ended but Ronald Susilo might be taking legal action against Li Jiawei due to monetary issue
Through here, I would like to express some views because I feel so strongly for this. Imagine a person you once loved very deeply for a period of time become a complete stranger to you one day. The person you kiss, the person you have sex, the person who hold your hand, the person who you shares lots of happiness, anger, sorrows and memories become your enemy one day. Erm, maybe I should not even say enemy; which is a little extreme. How about saying becoming someone you can only talk about momentary issues due to during the course of relationship, both parties goes into voluntary agreement in some money issues.
It is so funny how the world evolves to be now or how people react when money terms are involved. Family members turn against each other, husband and wife turn against each other and etc. Sometime I wonder if the money really cannot be compared to the kinship that was earn over the course of relationship.
Sad to say, my previous relationship somehow ended this way too. I needed the loan, he took the loan and now still in the midst of the loan. The loan is the only private thing that we talk about now, nothing else. Breaking up might be inevitable but after the break up if unable to continue any friendship seem reasonable but doing only for the sake of monetary issue seem unbearable. Thinking that a few months ago, we were still holding hands, kissing and making love.
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Through here, I would like to express some views because I feel so strongly for this. Imagine a person you once loved very deeply for a period of time become a complete stranger to you one day. The person you kiss, the person you have sex, the person who hold your hand, the person who you shares lots of happiness, anger, sorrows and memories become your enemy one day. Erm, maybe I should not even say enemy; which is a little extreme. How about saying becoming someone you can only talk about momentary issues due to during the course of relationship, both parties goes into voluntary agreement in some money issues.
It is so funny how the world evolves to be now or how people react when money terms are involved. Family members turn against each other, husband and wife turn against each other and etc. Sometime I wonder if the money really cannot be compared to the kinship that was earn over the course of relationship.
Sad to say, my previous relationship somehow ended this way too. I needed the loan, he took the loan and now still in the midst of the loan. The loan is the only private thing that we talk about now, nothing else. Breaking up might be inevitable but after the break up if unable to continue any friendship seem reasonable but doing only for the sake of monetary issue seem unbearable. Thinking that a few months ago, we were still holding hands, kissing and making love.
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