Hannah is my name and it simply means
......FULL OF GRACE......
Love to bring lots of smile and love to everyone around with sincerity.
... Once upon a time...
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.....CREDITS/CHEERS TO.....
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
SoW iN tEaRs ReAp In TeArS...
From last year till now, i have been sowing in tears and reaping in tears.. I often asked God, God when will my reaping in joy comes?
I used to have an agent, I invested in him, trained him and yet he turn his back against me.. Sometime money can let others see the other clearly.. I am very sure he "cheated!" What can i do right? Blame it on myself to have trusted him wrongly. The Lord will deals with him...
He will say i only came out the money and did nothing; he didn't see that i am teaching him how to fish instead of giving him fish. The partnership he wants is to "work" with him, help him solve whatever he can't.. My term of partnership is to train him to do it himself so that if i day he break off the partnership, he can still be independent. He don't see it that way.
Come on, its only that $1600 that you are talking about.. Do you really need to do it?
I used to have an agent, I invested in him, trained him and yet he turn his back against me.. Sometime money can let others see the other clearly.. I am very sure he "cheated!" What can i do right? Blame it on myself to have trusted him wrongly. The Lord will deals with him...
He will say i only came out the money and did nothing; he didn't see that i am teaching him how to fish instead of giving him fish. The partnership he wants is to "work" with him, help him solve whatever he can't.. My term of partnership is to train him to do it himself so that if i day he break off the partnership, he can still be independent. He don't see it that way.
Come on, its only that $1600 that you are talking about.. Do you really need to do it?
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
2011 my greatest year yet!
I learned of a news yesterday... He is married... Happily married i guess.. I start to question how come the one who doesn't appreciate love can be so happily married? Have I move on? This question has been in my head for the past 48 hours.
My answer? Yes and No. Yes- of course i don't have any more feeling for him; in fact when i see it, i gave him my blessing. No- wounds are still as fresh as 3 years ago. Times flies isn't it? It has already been a good whopping 3 years. I guess i must have chosse to keep looking at the scar caused by the wounds.
Shall really get out of that topic... This year, I have some new resolutions.. First one, is to get my back to recover at least 50%. Now i am at about 30%. In year 2010, my health took a bad turn after accident. I thank God i am able to walk right now. Thinking back on the months that left me lying in bed for months is a little scary. Number 2, i really need to stable my finances. My huge medical bills are pressing on me, plus daily spending, work related expenes and etc... I am on a high red now.. Really need to work on that. Last but not least, i am going to Bible school next year.. Yes to be more spritual, peace, joy and laughter- something that went so far away from me as years goes by.
Bringing that to my closure, i can't remember the times when i really smile because there is joy in me. Most of the time is because i need to. For some reason i drop more tears these few years. In short, learning contentment is my greatest resolution in 2011! Hopefully it can bring closure to my espisode!
My answer? Yes and No. Yes- of course i don't have any more feeling for him; in fact when i see it, i gave him my blessing. No- wounds are still as fresh as 3 years ago. Times flies isn't it? It has already been a good whopping 3 years. I guess i must have chosse to keep looking at the scar caused by the wounds.
Shall really get out of that topic... This year, I have some new resolutions.. First one, is to get my back to recover at least 50%. Now i am at about 30%. In year 2010, my health took a bad turn after accident. I thank God i am able to walk right now. Thinking back on the months that left me lying in bed for months is a little scary. Number 2, i really need to stable my finances. My huge medical bills are pressing on me, plus daily spending, work related expenes and etc... I am on a high red now.. Really need to work on that. Last but not least, i am going to Bible school next year.. Yes to be more spritual, peace, joy and laughter- something that went so far away from me as years goes by.
Bringing that to my closure, i can't remember the times when i really smile because there is joy in me. Most of the time is because i need to. For some reason i drop more tears these few years. In short, learning contentment is my greatest resolution in 2011! Hopefully it can bring closure to my espisode!